My journey as a mystic and a seer of the invisible world of energy began in childhood. My mother recorded in my baby book, “At 2, Maureen is speaking to us at great length about how Jesus did his miracles. We have no idea where she gets this from”. But I, like most of us, was soon trained to forget how to be in communion with my divine soul and essence. And that is the true basis of all dis-ease.
At age 16, I had my first near death experience, diving off a cliff into a sandbar. What pulled me up from that watery grave was the voice of what I now believe was the Divine Mother, telling me 3times “Get up! You haven’t done what you came here to do. “
I had no idea what I was here for. So I began my search. I meditated, became a Buddhist , took Boddhisattva vows, studied Energy healing with the world renowned healer and former Nasa physicist, Rosalyn Bruyere- in the tradition based in ancient Egypt and the Therapeutai where Magdalene and Jeshua were evidenced to have studied. I entered a training to learn the ancient womb wisdom teachings. I studied mystical texts of various religions and was ordained a minister at the Seminary of Spiritual Peacemaking. I did intention experiments, working with The Field.
In 2012, I discovered a tumor the size of a lady apple growing on my neck, at the base of my reptilian brain. I decided not to seek medical treatment. I believe that we are infinite Spirits, occupying bodies, therefore we must be capable of out-picturing perfection. My intent was to discover what I didn’t know, what made miracles possible. If what I believed was NOT true, I really didn’t want to be here anymore. I told only 2 friends, who I knew would support my decision.
After weeks of sleepless nights, gripped in panic attacks, I finally faced into them asking “what are you trying to tell me?” The reply? “You are going to DIE.” I laughed aloud, free at last of that controlling program, deep in the racial DNA. I didn’t even believe in death.
Growing weaker, I spent weeks in deep states of meditation, listening to the waves crashing on the shore outside my window. Knowing All is interconnected through the great Web of Life, I asked for my vibration to be raised to a point where I could meet the Great Self-realized Ones who could show me the Way of miracles.
As I began slipping through an endless depth of parting veils, my ears were suddenly sealed off. All I could hear was a profound and Absolute Silence. Then the dimensional portal of a brilliant star of David. From its center Magdalene and Jeshua appeared.
Words fail to describe the intensity of the light that burst through my brain as their hands reached into my brain. The tumor was no more. I bled for 2 weeks from my mouth and vagina, even though I had been in menopause for years, as the tumor tissue exited the body. I entered a state of Samadhi bliss for many months after that.
6 months later, a renowned Akashic record reader told me that I had had a Near Death Experience, and that I could have woken up anywhere. Synchronicities abounded, including 2 strangers, at different times, coming out of crowds to tell me things like“ you are a fractal of Mary Magdalene” and “there are a thousand pieces of Magdalene’s monad on earth at this time and many of them mistakenly believe they ARE Mary Magdalene, returned ”.
After the tumor de-materialized, Magdalene said, “Tell my story”. I couldn’t understand why she thought I knew and could tell her story!
It took many years to integrate that. From several recorded hypnotherapy sessions, I spoke about my life with the Holy Family in a voice I didn’t recognize. I wrote and put up scenes from a play I began to write until I was severely messed with by dark presences and stopped. But my journey continued.
Gradually it dawned on me that, although Magdalene and Jeshua were fully Self-realized as Divine Spirits, one with God, thereby endowed with all power, sovereign joy, freedom, abundance, love and wisdom and expansive creativity, I too was undergoing the same process they once went through in their human forms- Be-coming One with Source/God as pure Divine Spirit.
Then I remembered what I came here to do: to be fearless and to represent the Divine Mother on earth as best I can.
Whenever and however you touch into the energy of your Divine Self, you are forever changed. . It is only through contacting your Divine Self and Spirit that the snake of the ego and all its concerns are transcended. When you meet the situations in your life as your Divine Spirit, you can realize and claim all the riches within you, waiting to be expressed and revealed.
In the perfect yin/yang balance of Creation forces Magdalene and Jeshua represented, in the utter silence beyond the blocking egoic mind programs, is the door to everything.